Firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

I'm finally here to revive my blog with random stuffs that happened recently.
It was a hectic week,
Wednesday:Sport's Day
Thanks to lianne's dad for sending us to Bedok Stadium(:
Took part in 200m individual,4x100m relay for choir and another 4x100m for the class .
Results were rather saddening though,got 4th for the first two events.And not too sure about the last one but at least i excel a little better than the normal runs with lianne.haha, it always turned out to be a walk-run jogathon.haha.Talking about that it's been so long since the last work-out.

Good Friday:
Present+birthday cake hunt for mum plus supposedly a movie with Nigel.But it had to run out of tickets right after we get everything ready.And apparently that stubborn bull only wants Mall Cop so we had to return home with dissapointment.

Saturday:
Choir practice followed by lunch with Clara,Jer ,Soh and Zanne at Mosburger.As usual,chats with Soh was always then piano.

Sunday:
Had trial for exam and the best thing about bronze's that there's no time limit(:
Will be taking bronze exam next week.
It's really funny when we all stand there,ready to dive and i'm towering the others taking lessons. haha.
Ohoh and i made friends(:

Bull's Eye.

Pick up the bow.

You stare at me with those burning eyes,flashing dangerously like naked flames.
The kind that sents shivers down my spine.
There was nothing i can do.
Nothing i can say.
No.
Wait,
I could scream,i was dying to scream.
But being the coward immobilized by your glare,I didn't dare to.
So i just stood, feet rooted to the ground,
paralyzed.

Notch your arrow.

You open your mouth and delivered your lines.Words still echoing in my head.

Look ahead,Take position,Aim.

I listened to what you have to say,slowly,processing what i just heard.
In that split second,the hand on the clock stopped ticking,
the air surrounding me stopped circulating.
the blood pulsing in my veins just stopped in its tracks.

Release the arrow.

That was when i realised my throat was dry,my head was spinning,my tears were swelling up in my eyes,I didn't dare to blink,knowing they'll flow if i made any movement.

Bull's eye.
i died.

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Back to Basics

i'm back from OBS,been so busy lately that i haven't had the chance to blog.
Well,thanksgiving time:

Thanks Muriel for your christmas present,christmas lasts for twelve days, so i guessed you're still in time for it!haha.your gift's like the first and only present i receive in 2008 so i really do treasure and appreciate it.so much that i still kept two of each flavour in the box:)

Thanks lianne so much for inviting me to SICC for tennis and treating me even though you tried to convince me with your so-called "story" and her dad for sending me home.Next time it'll be my turn to treat eyy, my crazy tennis partner!:D


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I miss:

Pitching tents,
Outdoor cooking(mind you they're canned food and instant noodles),
Dragging the heavy kayaks to the beach and back,
Capsizing in the middle of the sea,
"Left,right,left.."
Belaying,
Trekking for hours with that insanely heavy bag that topple one when you attempt to carry it,
Quarry jump that was supposed to be our bath for the day,
Kayaking for 6hours,
Having the biggest toilet you can ever have cause you pee in the sea,
Hairi aka dude and his lame jokes,
Shouting"ehh!DUDE!"across the field,
Taking note whenever he changes his bandana.

I miss OBS.
I miss Ubin.

Dodo,dodo,dodododododo.one fishball(:

I LOVE COLUMBUS!

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Why was i drowned with sadness just because of the little things you do?
The sudden change of attitude,the look in your eyes that reflect the fact that you're avoiding something.This something i was never meant to find out.
Was it something i said?Or was it something i did?Seems like some things just aren't the same anymore,are they?
Or maybe it was just because of the extra effort i put in to be your friend?Perhaps it was a little too much that the reflecting effect stings and reduces me to tears.

What hurts the most was when i thought
i found a friend,
i lose you.

"Ignoring someone is a fatal way to break one's heart"maybe you're right.

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Thanks yuan for your listening ear and humorous texts that cheered me up though the facts you wrote about yourself are fictional and the occasional imperfect hugs.heh.

Jer for your listening ear and being my wonderwall to cry like nobody's business,showing the weak and useless side of me to you.yes, you.and if you call that an honour.It's yours.*smirks*

First Jogathon of 2009

Sleeping at 2a.m. last night in order to complete the last minute commonwealth essay with a insane word limit of 1200 in a few hours was certanily not a good head start considering monday to be the first day lesson commences.

Jogged with lianne at 6pm(:then ran to her house for shelter cause the light drizzle emerged to a pour.I like her house(:It's always cosy and warm inside-out.heh.

and nigel had to be incredible to put an ice-cream in his pocket.
"you can eat and jog" was what he claim.

Okayy,this is what happens when you get sabo-ed by shannon.haha
Quiz Time!
1.Do you have any secrets?
Yes.I'm human too.

2.Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?
No.

3.Do you enjoy going to school?
Yes,Cause of the friends in school.They're worth it(:

4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
I'll give half to my parents,a quater of it to do investments,the times are bad now.Good time to buy cheaper stuffs.heh.other quater to be donated.

5.Who in this world do you hate the most?
No one yet?Hate is a rather extreme word.

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.But it really depends.

7.List out your 15 favourite songs.
There's too many to be listed.Almost all the songs n my ipod?


8.If the person you like secretly is attached, what would you do?
I'll learn and try to give up if i already confessed.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yes(:
10. What makes you angry?
Don't know.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
No idea,i hope i get a proper cert and a proper job.

12. What is currently most important thing to you?
Family,friends,my voice,health.

13.What is the most important thing in life?
Live life to the fullest ,not have any regrets in life.

14.Single or attached? With who?
Single.

15.What is your favourite colour?
Loud,neon,baby and classic colours.

16.Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yeah..Maybe.

17.If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
huh?erm..I don't know.What's the scenario then?

18.Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible the thing someone has done?
Maybe.It depends.

19. What do you want to tell to someone you like?
Like in what way?

20.SABO TIME
1.Zanne
2.Muriel
3.Jer
4.Janefann
5.Clara
6.Zhijun

My brother must be thinking that i've lost my mind cause' one minute i was crying after reading really touching stories from zhijun's blog then next laughing hysterically at clara's.RoFL

Watched Madagascar 2 Escape to Africa was FUNNAYE!(i like to move it,move it..)haha,had to give up quarantine cause it's NC16 so instead of a good fright it turned out to be a good laugh.haha.

Ajisen are supposed to state that prices are not inclusive of service charge and GST on the menue!
Cheaters!

Sorry clara for making you laugh so much today when you're not supposed to cause you're having a runny nose+phlegm+headache+"immobilzed" neck.Resulting in you wheezing away.heh.
Thanks jer and zanne for the marshmallows and gummies in the movie(:

Just listen.

Sometimes just sometimes,
you tend to block out everything,
anything.
that goes against your point of views or thinking that just doesn't matches yours like DNA results.

Humans are really stubborn creatures sometimes.
They tend to think that they're right all the time.
And at times like these it's when you needed advice.
it's when you need to leave your decisions ,opinions,arguments and beliefs you tightly clung onto ,aside.
it's when you really let go,thoroughly ,start afresh on a new piece of plain white paper with nothing.
absolute nothingness.

That's when you can open your heart and accept the other party's suggestion graciously.

Maybe not even to the stage of accepting,
because the very first step to even enable you to accept is simply to listen.

with your heart.